An Apology To Scotty McCreery, The New American Idol
My apologies to Scotty McCreery for all my previous bitching. You're a sweet kid. You've got a fine voice. You're not really Garth Brooks' afterbirth. You'll have a good, long life, if you stay true to God and family and all the other weird ideas that make you feel okay about your blessed existence in this ugly, benighted world. You'll sing songs about an America that's totally illusory save in those lucky rooms where your kind, earnest throat summons it into being, and the people in those rooms will be better for it.
I wish you hadn't won American Idol, but I'm not wishing too hard. You were better than
the others. You didn't have the wild acrobatic vocal cords of Jacob Lusk or the musicality of Haley Reinhart, but you always looked like you knew who you were. Or at least who you intended to become. Fake it 'til you make it, like they say, and you're trying very hard to make it.
Scotty! Last night must have been so weird for you! What did you make of those guest stars? Sure, a year in Idolland must have instilled in you a certain steely tolerance for cheese, but as last night's rock'n'roll circus fretted across the stage, didn't you feel any doubt at all? In your big Southern heart, did you wonder, finally, how all this high camp and softcore porn could be properly Idolatrous in the land of Elvis and Dylan? Why was Beyonce asking tweens to make love to her? Why did J-Lo have to give you a boner on international TV? Why did Lady Gaga look like she was re-staging The Lion King as a Lars Van Triers short? Indecent! Wrong! Seeing T
The music you love is meant for something better, something more lonesome and eternal. Presley's ghost will wander the alleys of Beale Street long after the last Poodle Skirter has gone to her grave. Where will your ghost be? If your first single is any indication, your overlords at 19 Management don't want it to be anywhere. They are the truest and meanest punk rockers in the world, for they not only believe in No Future, they welcome it. They're musical nihilists.
I hope you escape them unscathed. Your odds aren't bad, if you took to heart last night's second-to-last performance. What does it mean for a 63-year-old Steven Tyler to sit at that piano and sing the shit out of a cheesily truncated version of a song that he wrote in 1971 -- to sing it for the ten thousandth time as though it was the first; as though everything is at stake in every note? I'll tell you. It's belief. Belief in the power of all that glorious noise to reach deep into your chest cavity and rearrange your vitals, so that henceforth your heart pumps blood only for it; only to do good service to the music that made you its willing slave. If you've got that, you didn't need to win American Idol anyway. (And if you don't got it, then winning American Idol won't matter a whit.)
So congratulations to you, Scotty, and good luck. It only gets harder from here.